我有一个爱虚荣的妈妈(亲情故事)

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在我大学毕业的那一年,她到处展示并说:“我们的家人终于可以到外国公司去做白领,以赚取高薪。”朋友和家人羡慕地说:“是的,你的下半场。最后,我依靠它,你的弟弟将来会上大学,有人可以照顾它。”她站在金色的秋天的阳光下,眨着眼睛聆听着,她脸上的骄傲,就像劣质的粉末一样,令人愉悦。震惊的笑容,所有的飘飘欲仙。

当她这样笑的时候,我在北京并且做了一个艰难的选择。我周围的学生通过这样的关系留在了北京,而且我用简短的简历从未找到合适的工作。我不想让她失望。我住在北京。我没有回到小镇,但我被一群人包裹着。我就像一只蹲着的蚂蚁,无法找到方向。

两个月后,我收到了两千元的付款。正是这项法案草案让我终于决定不再寻找稳定的工作,写下我永远不会放弃的梦想。坚持下去。

我很快在北京租了一间可以上网的地下室。我在白天继续学习,晚上写作,就像在大学之前一样。手稿的成本并不是那么及时。在许多情况下,在支付租金和公用事业后,只有几张纸币几乎不能吃。这样的纾困当然不会给她带来额外的钱。虽然,我知道她需要的不是金钱,但当她收到钱时,她可以去邮局寻找虚荣心。

她经常打电话询问外国公司的工作。对于那些擅长虚构故事的人来说,这个问题几乎是一块蛋糕。我会详细描述她的办公室:一个漆面漆的桃花心木办公桌和价值一万元的台式液晶电脑。当你累了,你可以去充满小雏菊的阳台,站立一会儿,从20楼往下看。北京城市的气氛;而我的老板对我来说特别重要,也许需要很长时间才能重新使用我.

She listened attentively on the other end, and even the sharp whistling of the kettle opened, did not hear. However, I was boring, and I found a reason to be busy, and she was still trying to hang up.

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My writing, gradually getting better, received the manuscript fee, and even had savings, I used this money to buy her a brand-name sweater. She is almost reluctant to wear, every time she goes out, she will be like a ceremonial, standing in front of the mirror and dressing herself up, getting a head-to-toe match with the sweater, and then going out to see people with confidence. The autumn of the small town is getting colder, but she often wears this thin sweater. In the wind, she deliberately walks around the road and walks for a long time. It doesn't feel cold.

I was chasing in her phone, spreading the lie bigger and bigger, and at the end my rough clothes couldn't cover it, and began to reveal layers of flaws.

My brother lost the college entrance examination and didn't want to read it again. I want to come to Beijing to find me, and give me her words: "With your sister, even if you put a hundred hearts, she must have the ability to find a relaxed and decent in the company. "Let's do it." When my brother told me, I almost screamed at him immediately: "I won't let you come!" After I finished, I realized that my emotions were out of control, and I hurriedly corrected: "I am so busy here, how can I Take care of you? Moreover, I am going to be sent to the field by the company. How come I am coming?"

The younger brother was obviously lost. Mutter said: "My relatives and friends know that I am going to Beijing to go to you. How can this water be poured back? Moreover, my aunt has given me good luggage and even bought the train tickets. Now."

I was almost hysterical, let my brother call her to answer the phone. In fact, she has been listening to it all the time. I can imagine her face, with a smile of eavesdropping on a private, satisfied head, her head tilting forward, her body tilting, her eyes staring at the microphone, her mouth whispering. There is a tendency to seize the right of the younger brother to speak.

xxShe obviously did not expect this decision in her natural reason, it would make me react so intensely. She groaned and said, "Yiyi, if you are not in Beijing for a while, you can find someone to pick up the younger brother. He can take care of himself. When you come back, it is not too late to arrange work for him."

I finally managed to listen to her, and then rushed to her: "Beijing Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, a hairy child he just graduated from high school, can do in Beijing! Do you think that our company can come in anyone? In addition to working hard in Beijing, what other jobs can I find for him?"

The end of the phone was silent, the electric kettle suddenly screamed and screamed. In such a rush of flustered voice, I couldn’t find anything to say, “just like this,” and hurriedly hang up the phone.

And I, do not know this hanging, in her heart, there is pain in the heartbreaking.

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A few months later, the younger brother called me and said that she had already taken a distant relative and sent him to a vocational school. Some relatives asked why they didn't let the younger brother go to Beijing. She still used an exaggerated tone and said, "There is no way, one person, one life, he has to cry and go to school, what is the use? The children are big, It’s made by no mother.”

The fact is that the younger brother is single-minded and wants to come to Beijing to sway, even if it is only a short year. But where did she know that her daughter, living in a cold and damp basement in Beijing, had a monthly fee, only a small surplus, to satisfy her vanity between relatives and friends. I can't even take care of myself, how can I take care of other things?

But I still bought a decent dress, put a big bag, and returned to the younger brother who was going to study. When I got off the car, I went home all the way. Many acquaintances who met each other, glimpsed my exquisite suit, said: "Look, the children of the Wang family have become white-collar workers in Beijing. It’s a good time. It’s really a painstaking jade. raising both children, but also worthy of the old king who left early."

xx她则老早就在小镇的路边上等着了,每有车来,总会翘首期盼着车会戛然而止,里面有她的女儿,一脸荣耀地走出来。她这样等了两个多小时,终于盼到了我小弟也飞快地赶来,帮我提塞得满满当当却并没有多少值钱东西的行李袋她喜滋滋地走在最前面,见了人,就大声地说。 “我们家依依从北京回来啦!不让她拿什么东西,非得提这么多包回来,害得要两个人给她提。”我走在她的后面,看见她微驼的脊背,灰白的头发,粗糙到不忍细看的双手,外八字难看的走路姿势,突然地就觉得难过。生活将她压成如此不堪的模样,可还是没有能够将她的虚荣,去掉一丝一毫。

我买回的北京烤鸭,小弟觊觎了许多次,要打开来吃,都被她一个巴掌拍过去,恶狠狠地阻止了。到了家族里最有威望的亲戚来的时候,她才小心翼翼地打开来,放在饭桌的最中央,又让我给一桌子的人都斟了酒,这才举起酒杯,说:“谢谢大家来这里吃饭,依依当年读书,家里太穷,没少给你们添麻烦,现在终于出息了,小弟也去学他喜欢的技术了,我们一家人,可以越过越好了.”

满桌子的人,边嚼着那只昂贵的烤鸭,边不停歇地称赞,说:“可不是,你们家里有了依依这样在北京大公司做经理的姑娘,就等于有了顶梁柱,咱整个小镇,可不就出了依依这一个留在北京外企工作的高材生嘛!”

她在这样的奉承里,皱纹愈加地深下去。而我,除了走开,背对着她,假装看院中的风景,还能做什么呢。

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XX在我离开的那天,弟弟微笑着向我索要钱,说我打算买一件我已经等了很久的衣服。我问他想要多少钱。他说,“不多,500元。”我立刻对他喊道:“我仍然没有说太多,我正赶上我在北京地下室的月租!”令人惊讶的是,“你怎么住在北京的地下室,我姑姑说你的外国公司住在几家星级酒店的房间里。”

我的脸红了,我没有时间掩盖它。她过来说,“你姐姐肯定会住在酒店里。将来,如果你学习去北京工作,你可以住在这样一个豪华的房子里。”我没有回头,但我的背部仍然看着她温柔的样子,它像刀一样受伤,就像一把刀打开了一个硬核,露出了红色的肉,也被划伤了。

一条永不编织的围巾。

售票员开始检票,汽车喇叭不耐烦地响了起来,催促派亲戚朋友下车。她终于站起来说,“在北京,照顾好自己,弟弟,别担心,他是个男孩,出去吃饭。”

小缝。然而,她的话语仍然被巨大的枷锁包裹着,冲进来:“我,如果你不喜欢在北京,回到省会,你就在身边,我的心是坚定的.”

汽车的速度越来越快,她的身材终于缩小到了一个小点,而下一轮,再也看不到了。

我忍受了很长时间的泪水,最后突破了我的心门并把它们扔了出去。